April 13, 2010
11:55 am

Relationships.

As I was mindlessly listening to my brother's phone conversation with one of his "girlfriends" it dawned to me that I had never really experienced such intimate connection with the opposite sex. Yes, there was the simple passes in high school but because I was more concentrating in establishing my social status and studies that I had totally neglected the possibility of future, potential relationships.

My friends say that I was too picky or that my standards were to high. Then I was like, why would I bother being attached to someone when I am not really compatible with him. As I listened to my friends as they taked about their beaus how they really have fun doing this and that and how much they understand each other then after several days the next thing I hear is that they're asking me for advice on how to break up with their boyfriends. One even asked me to make up a break-up letter which was totally weird since I had never really experienced such feat not until I met Dom.

I was contemplating on why such a wonderful and happy relationship ended up like that when it hit me. There wasn't really a connection between the two. I think that they have overlooked the possibility that relationships donesn't necessarily mean that they enjoy each other's company but I guess having that certain connection should also be there. Having a deep and meaningful moments with each other really counts though it may not mean one should be really intimate. Anyway, I think that's why I was not able to have a boyfriend now. I may be idealistic and such but I really wanted to be in a relationship that I would really say that I learned and grew. (I'm so sleepy, my grammar's pretty messed up and I won't mind checking on it later.)

I always kept my friend bhonee's advice that the right one will come to you. All you have to do is wait. But of course, when the moment came, you should also contribute an effort to make it happen and work.

Before, I was always saying that I can't see other men as a possible prospects for a love interest because I can't get over Romeo. Looking back to it, I guess I was really frustrated that things didn't work out between us. He was like at the right moment but not the right person. What happened between us was he was the right Romeo but I was not the right Juliet.

I was Julieta.

I would not say that I have totally got over him since I haven't seen him since my 18th birthday so I couldn't decide upon it. Like I said, the time will come. But I know that my feelings for him is not as the same as before. I think reading too much shoujo manga has made me more mature and meeting a lot of people and men among them.

I'm happy for Romeo since he did find his Juliet. After such tragic ending with his last relationship, hinving Yamz was the perfect remedy for his broken heart. I'm really happy for them both.

As for me, I'm really enjoying my life though some are pestering me to have a boyfriend but hey it's my life and my choice. Right now, I'm still concetrating on my studies and making my parents proud.

And if a man does ever come in my life while I'm still in school and if I do find him worthy, then why not.

God Bless to all the single ladies. ('_')

April 13, 2010
11:55 am

Relationships.

As I was mindlessly listening to my brother's phone conversation with one of his "girlfriends" it dawned to me that I had never really experienced such intimate connection with the opposite sex. Yes, there was the simple passes in high school but because I was more concentrating in establishing my social status and studies that I had totally neglected the possibility of future, potential relationships.

My friends say that I was too picky or that my standards were to high. Then I was like, why would I bother being attached to someone when I am not really compatible with him. As I listened to my friends as they taked about their beaus how they really have fun doing this and that and how much they understand each other then after several days the next thing I hear is that they're asking me for advice on how to break up with their boyfriends. One even asked me to make up a break-up letter which was totally weird since I had never really experienced such feat not until I met Dom.

I was contemplating on why such a wonderful and happy relationship ended up like that when it hit me. There wasn't really a connection between the two. I think that they have overlooked the possibility that relationships donesn't necessarily mean that they enjoy each other's company but I guess having that certain connection should also be there. Having a deep and meaningful moments with each other really counts though it may not mean one should be really intimate. Anyway, I think that's why I was not able to have a boyfriend now. I may be idealistic and such but I really wanted to be in a relationship that I would really say that I learned and grew. (I'm so sleepy, my grammar's pretty messed up and I won't mind checking on it later.)

I always kept my friend bhonee's advice that the right one will come to you. All you have to do is wait. But of course, when the moment came, you should also contribute an effort to make it happen and work.

Before, I was always saying that I can't see other men as a possible prospects for a love interest because I can't get over Romeo. Looking back to it, I guess I was really frustrated that things didn't work out between us. He was like at the right moment but not the right person. What happened between us was he was the right Romeo but I was not the right Juliet.

I was Julieta.

I would not say that I have totally got over him since I haven't seen him since my 18th birthday so I couldn't decide upon it. Like I said, the time will come. But I know that my feelings for him is not as the same as before. I think reading too much shoujo manga has made me more mature and meeting a lot of people and men among them.

I'm happy for Romeo since he did find his Juliet. After such tragic ending with his last relationship, hinving Yamz was the perfect remedy for his broken heart. I'm really happy for them both.

As for me, I'm really enjoying my life though some are pestering me to have a boyfriend but hey it's my life and my choice. Right now, I'm still concetrating on my studies and making my parents proud.

And if a man does ever come in my life while I'm still in school and if I do find him worthy, then why not.

God Bless to all the single ladies. ('_')