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Annyeonghaseyo, je ireumeun Elle imnida! Don't get me wrong here. I'm a proud FILIPINO, just currently infected by the Hallyu Bug. Anyway,I'm just your not-so ordinary girl living in a fun and extraordinary world. Been keeping it real since day one.

✎ The New Me
▸ Posted by Monday, June 13, 2011 1:02 PM | 0 COMMENT (s)

A lot of things have changed about me since I became friends with the people I met here in school.
One would be my hidden talent for fashion, music
psychology and theater arts.

I mean, I knew I always had it within me but you know the feeling that you didn't able to showcase who you are because you were with the wrong group of people.

Not that I was in a bad group or something, it's just that my interest weren't the same as theirs. We totally had a different viewpoint in life but still we did get along and I had and will always love them for the diversity we shared.

Looking back, I really thought that I was weird since I always have this eerie feeling that by showing the real me, people won't understand and accept me therefore I tried to mask myself as being the obedient, timid and bashful me.I don't want to be different so I tried to blend in with them. With that, I can't get angry or make other people angry. I was always careful in my actions.

I was frigid.

However, I am able to express myself when I'm at home. It's like my comfort zone.

Maybe, that's the reason why those people left me.

Unfortunately, after graduating from high school, I brought that trait with me. Still, I was the same.

It's when I transferred here in Davao that I've met these people who have opened up my Pandora's box and changed me for the better.
Yes, there are moments when I revert back to my old. I think it would take some time though.

I think this would be the reason that up to know I don't have a boyfriend.

I think I'm still enjoying the moments when I discover something about myself and then make it into a craft. I'm taking it step by step by step.

Life is short but if you're having fun, it doesn't really matter, right?

Always,
ELLE
*Actually, I was planning to make this long but I'm really hungry. It's time for lunch, I guess. LOL
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